Please

Flashbacks, smells, images, dont tell
i see you do it,
i feel the pain
yet im told im ok now
its not the same
i laugh out loud
That its meant to be better
its harder its worse
its just not better

you hurt me daily
i smell your smell
i see your face
i hear you tell
i hate that youre with me

every day every night
why cant you leave me
why dont you go
and give me some hope
some time, no more

I hate the control that you still have
you must be happy and having a laugh
that im such a mess, such a wreck,
such a failure
but i cant get on with you saying it all
your in my head and you wont let go,
Its not fair what your doing to me,
Its been to long and i just want to be free

Free from the hurt
the pain and the shame
free to live, my life
my aims,
please,